Clingy Much?

I never thought that I would turn out being clingy. I never was the clingy type. I guess time really do change people. Sometimes, I don't realize what I'm saying or doing could be clingy. Sometimes, I assume it is normal. Sometimes, I confuse clingyness with affection.

I guess some of it have to do with my experience. I often was criticized for being not affectionate.People said it was a flaw. Not showing that I cared enough when I should have. Which is why people come and go. I didn't care enough. Didn't care whether or not they stayed or not.

In terms of a male and female sense. She was right, being clingy too much tend to show a lack oftrust in the other. I never thought of it like that. I got used to doing it and I guess I am doing it too much.Not that I felt like I needed to do it, I just did it without really noticing. Some things I say, I didn't intend it to be taken as being clingy. But, I guess, the deeper message is that I am clingy.

I don't think it is necessary for it all the time. I took a good while thinking about it. I reread what I been typing to her. It did sound too much. It did sound like as if I didn't trust her. But, I wasn't thinking that at all. I should be natural. Let it come and go, there is no need for excessive. Mmh. Be myself.