The Arrival of Happiness

Another surprise which occurred about almost a year after I first messaged her, was that we would start talking again. I never really expected it, because I had felt like we sorta drifted away from each other due to the long time not talking. It started with me browsing tickd, this random site that contained all sorts of funny pictures, memes and quotes. I stumbled across this one picture which really hit me hard emotionally. Because I can relate to it a lot. Reminded me of the past, the heartbreaks and the heartaches. While looking at it, memories just started appearing in my mind. Memories that I've hidden away for many years, just suddenly resurfaced. I guess I felt sad after reading the whole comic. But, it was the second half of it that gave me this strong feeling. Made me want to post it on facebook because I wanted everyone to see it. To know that, in the end to not lose hope because there will one day be a person who can make an impact on your life and decide to break the barrier around you that you once had. Fear of getting hurt is the number one reason why people tend to not want to get into another relationship. It hurts, a lot...

I guess I took it more personal than I should. It just really ringed to me. And so I posted it on facebook. The first person to like and comment was...her. I was surprised. I thought...did she just experience something saddening. So I commented, "Dont lose hope..." . Not sure why I did, but I feel like that was the message that the picture was trying to send. And so from there on, we started to talk again on Facebook and then more and more on skype. It was funny because she left me this really emotional message but I logged on couple days later to find it. After she randomly asked me if I had been on skype lately.

" okay this is weird but imma say this anyways...but that picture you posted up on fb... it meant a lot to me esp what im going through right now....and when you said 'dont lose hope' it hit me hard.... it was something i wanted to hear. thanks for those words, wei :) .......sorry this is so weird coming from a stranger haha"

I was really surprised that my predictions was right, she was experiencing something at the same time. We talked about it, she opened up to me about it. I was surprised she was telling me all these things because I still haven't even met her in person yet well I sorta did but not formally. It was a new experience for me I guess, it just rekindled my interest from the previous summer time. That seed that was planted was suddenly given water to grow...